My New Toy

by | Apr 16, 2012 | Uncategorized | 3 comments

I have finally received my £8.90 ($14) caramel packer, which in the end cost me an extra £19 ($30) for international shipping postage, and another £20 ($32) for customs tax, and handling fees. So a very expensive reasonably priced packer. But I’m really happy with it, the colour is spot on. Well it will be when I manage to get out in the sun and tan for a week or so.

Initial thoughts:

This box is so light. Is there even anything in it?! So much paper packaging… Oh hello Mister Softie. It’s so squishy! Should definitely rename to Mister Squishie. Oh wow bigger than I thought. Meh, I totally would be that size if I was a bio-male. It feels so real. I’m a little turned on. Time to put this down my pants and check myself out. Goddamn I look fantastic.

It’s not a big bulge, I don’t think it’s too noticeable, but I just know it’s there, and I worry if people are looking at it. Although I don’t mind being checked out. But it fits, with me, the way I look. It’s like the final piece of myself, in a way. With my new found cock-confidence, I feel bold and my self-esteem has benefited too. Even though most people won’t notice that sexy bump between my legs, they’ll notice my confidence for sure.

Written By Sabah Choudrey

About the Author: Sabah Choudrey

Sabah Choudrey is a renowned consultant, writer, and speaker. With a background in public speaking, writing, and therapy, Sabah is dedicated to advocating for mental health and LGBTQ+ rights. Their work has inspired many to embrace their identities and live authentically.

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3 Comments

  1. whoselliot

    What company did you buy it from?

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